back from alameen wit zhiwei. had mee soup and syrup limau. i envy those people who will say their sorrow out. at least they dont keep it in heart like me. im so afraid of making the wrong decison choosing wrong people. im afraid of getting hurt. im afraid that the person i love hab some other people in heart. this few days i lost trust in everyone included those close to me. why does everyone say and do de is 2 different things? cant they be truthful to this world? shall stop thinking. 8 more days to go!~ ♥