was in a unstable mood from yesterday night till now. i tot letting him go was easy. but why? i still cry for him. and the more i wanna give him up the more i miss him. althought the time i been was him wasn't alot. but those times together really make me feel secure,make me smile. is giving him up a good decison i hab made? i hope i can get over him by 30 sept. loving him is tiring.

went powerhouse wit dear yesterday night. and it sucks yesterday night. so many unfamiliar faces. and i hated it.