today went cwp wit fax to help him choose his working clothes for tmr. den head down to yewtee wit dear and fax. played basketball and last muay thai. dint train for very long time liao. after train jitao leg like jelly. my legs so poor thing :'(

questions keep running through my mind. i hope i could get those answers. i wonder how would i turn into if this time my love doesn't worked out again? i hate pretending to be strong infront of everyone. what if i fail again? i doubt i would hab the energy or courage to stand up le. my heart cant break anymore seriously.