life?!! im used to feel sick and tired of it seriously. i used to give up myself,give up all those chances for people to love me. started to change myself into a emotinal person who dont cry and smile. do all my best to get drunk everynight just to spent every hurtful night. until i met hubby,i dont wanna live my life in a way that even myself hate it. i wanna spent my life to the fullest wit hubby. but i started to become more greedy. i want us to last long. im afraid that one day we might quarrel and feelings changes.