currently missing hubby badly so decided to write another post for today. i decided to delete all my previous post before im tgt wit hubby,cause its all already past i dont even wanna turn back and look anymore. what's important now is my and hubby is future. cant sleep without hubby by my side. without his hug and kisses i just feel something is missing. how i wish i could really dig out my heart and let him see how much he meant to me. without him,im nothing. sometimes i would wonder what good deed have i done to let god give me such a good boyfriend,a gift for me. he makes me know what is love which i dont believe in anymore. today is our 1 month and 3 weeks. and we are still like how we use to be,the same loving couple :) although he's someone which is not good at sweet talking,sometimes need me to force him to say. but i knew he's trying very hard to say to me. every seconds is so damn precious to me cause i dont even wanna stop a second to love him. i tends to think alot sometimes but deep inside my heart i still hab 100% confident in hubby and our LOVES! if one day he really leave me,i would be sad of course but at least i dont regret cause i know i use to love him whole heartly,deeply :) ♥♥♥