finally back home after a day of work. was feeling sooo damn sleepy the whole day,eyes gonna closed. today hubby say he hope loving me will stay forever. it makes me think alot. suddenly think what if he gets sick and tired of me one day? what if one day he turn away from me and start loving someone else? how do i face all this? will i have the courage to stand up by myself again? all negative tots start flashing up my brain. im too afraid to fall down and get hurt again i guess.