really very very tired wit this house of mine.

when everyone treat me as outsider i pretend that i dont know.

when everyone thinks whatever i do is wrong i tahan.

when everyone see me like see enemy i pretend i dint see.

what more they still want?

aren't me part of this family?

i always envy people wit nice parent and sweet family.

but all i could do is envy and nothing.

i wish i could leave this world.

i know its something you guys would feel that im being imature.

but i think its the only way to put everything to a stop.