totally moodless today. tears falling continuesly. disappointed and heartbroken. why would turn end up like this. for this time,mayb for the last time. i cant act that im fine when im not anymore. i had no idea what i shud do to save this relationship cause i now u had given up and letting go of my hand. people say time heal but to me time give me pain. every second,my mind is flashing those happy memories we once had. i wish i cant feel anything. what am i to you? nothing compare to liquor? i feel silly giving up everything for you,and this is what i get in return.

signing off

wendylikeCRAZY