today im feeling better. took back all the memories stuff we have from him. the moment i saw him i cried. i miss him more then i thought. he told me how much he miss me. im not sure whether he's saying it from his heart but im already happy wit just this simple sentence. after not eating and sleeping for 4 days. today i start to eat abit. i cried lesser as well. friends scolding me silly for waiting for him,is like im giving up the whole forest because of a tree. they asked me what if i wait and he had found a new one. i did think of this question before. but what can i do? i just cant live without him.

signing off

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