yesterday went KK hospital wit my sis. heard tristan heartbeat. its super loud. such a active godson of mine (: tristan chua is his name. this lil godson of mine is coming to this world in 5 weeks time. currently listening to my favourite song 散場的擁抱. went to bf house just nao. blackshot and cook maggie mee for him. this few days im been thinking of him alot cause of him contacting me again. i cant deny that my heart moved for him. but i really cant forget how much he hurt me and how hard i go thru everything all myself. no one pulled me up,i stand up all by myself. fate doesn't broke us apart. he did. so i deserved someone better isn't it? until now i can remember clearly,those words that tear my heart apart. we are not suitable for each other,he made us not suitable. we are meant to be,he made us not made to be. we dont understand each other,for the past 10 months together,he could say all this. all he care is himself. he thought stop contacting me,i would be better without even asking me. and i cant afford to get hurt by him once more time again. time will prove everything i guess. anw my boyfriend is treating me well,just hope nothing will break us apart. i can see that he's trying his very best to give me the best. he's a really thoughtful boyfriend. cant wait to go uss wit him this sun.

signing off

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