currently freezing in my cosy room putting up precious give me de facial mask. today admitted to hospital due to my low blood. meet up wit sis at amk,talk alot wit her. seeing her and her hubby roger in so good relationship make me so envy. im really happy to see her finally found her happiness. my godson is coming to this world in 6 weeks. cant wait to hug him. he's my next boyfriend! im so gonna showered him wit love. meet up wit precious too. this time i never cry infront of her. proud of myself (: anw i already decided to give up me and him de relationship. i feel that its actually pointless to hold on to this relationship anymore. i did everything i can. i suffered through this 2 weeks. i feel so stupid that i almost wanted to end my life because of him. when he can be so heartless enjoying his single life and flirting wit girls out there. but what matters now is i see his true colour finally and im not that late yet. everyone is right,i have to suffered to a point and thats the time i give up. talked to mum about everything. she asked me whether do i still love him and do i want to let go of him. i cried and answered,yes i still love him but there's nothing i could do now other then letting go. i guess thats the way god wanted us to be. i tried my best to save this relationship but he chose to destroy it. i cant deny that im really happy for the past 10 months plus. i thanks him for loving me once,he's really a good bf. anw im so gonna forget him and move on! bye :D

2NE1 hate you

you really sucks.

i have no reason to see you.

this world is filled with guys like you.

you s-s-suck.

your flaws is countless.

to just put up with it and love you is waste of my time.

hate you eh eh eh eh

im fine living without you.

hate you eh eh eh eh

im fine living without you.

my memories with you.

consist only of memories waiting for you.

no matter how much i put up with it,

and put up with it,it wouldn't end.

i wanted to hear those word i love you.

your unconcerned love.

i grew tired of it.

it feels terrible,i threw all my pride away.

im sad,is it all im worth?

im worried now of the four letter word.

LOVE!

im scared,you'r hilarious.

you really sucks.

i have to reason to see you.

this world is filled with guys like you.

you s-s-suck!

your flaws is countless.

to just put up with it and love you,

its a waste of time.

hate eh eh eh

im fine living without you.

hate you eh eh eh

im fine living without you.

the words coming out from your mouth.

no matter how many times you deceive me and deceive me with you lies,

its wouldn't end.

someday you,too

will meet a girl like you.

once you feel the pain,you'll know how i feel.

it feels terrible,

there was never such thing as hero.

with a happy ending,

was i too naive like a fool?

it turned out for the better since now i figured you out.

im going to leave,you really sucks.

you s-s-sucks

i have no reason to see you.

this world is filled with guys like you.

you s-s-suck

your flaws is clueless.

to just put it up and love you,

its a waste of my time.

hate you eh eh eh

im fine living without you.

hate you eh eh eh

im fine living without you.

i feel relieved.i feel much better.

down to bone.

i've erased every last memory of you.

i feel relieved.i feel much better.

down to bone.

i've erased every last memory of you.

you really sucks.

i have no reason to see you.

this world is filled with guys like you.

you s-s-suck.

your flaws are countless.

to just put up and love you,

is waste of time.

hate you eh eh eh

im fine living without you.

hate you eh eh eh

im fine living without you.

signing off

wendyisCRAZY