the thing that i most dont wish to talk now is relationship. im tired of loving someone wholeheartly and getting hurt again. for now, love is bullshit to me. i guess when someone went through the most hurtful thing in life,he/she will feel that those small things is nothing at all already. when u lose the one u thought will hold your hand for the rest of you life leave u. when his family is already like your own family. when everything u do alone remind you of him. thats a total torture. no one can break my heart nao cause i have no heart,no feeling and no emotional anymore. nothing can bring me down (:

aigoo!~ my shirt is like so transparent. my fats is all shown! :D

went ph to party wit dear and her friend yesterday night. party from 11pm till 4.30am. was totally worn out due to my heels. my party mode is kinda on now. should i go again wit them on next wed? i think i really need to consider. 

signing off

wendylikeCRAZY