today on my super bad mood. quarrel with mum. i wanna fcuking get out of this stupid house of mine.this house never ever think of what i actually need. they just keep using their own way to care and love me. a 19 years old person cannot even go overseas wit friends for even one day. wtf?! im might not be old enough to take care of myself but im old enough to take responsible for what i do. i been supporting myself for the past 4 year plus and still they could say that im a child?

boyfriend tell me something very sweet today after knowing that im not very happy wit my mum. he said :''no matter what,i would be by your side. remember this,you're not alone anymore,you still have me.'' although its just a short and simple sentence. but it really make me feel so much better. sometimes the only thing i need is just a simple word like this or just a warm hug (:

signing off

wendyiscrazy