have anyone of you ever ask yourself how many more times must you yourself get hurt before you really give up trying? i did! but there's no answer to it. we told ourself that we don't deserve all this,we shouldn't be treat like this. but yet we're still walking toward the one who hurt us the most. its because we rather get hurt just to be with them,rather then letting them walking away from us. all we wants is him to protect us,pampered us,love us. is it too much to ask for it? but out of so many ways,they actually use the most cruel way thinking its the best way to protect us. we didn't say how much we are hurt doesn't mean we don't feel anything.

signing off

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