i just cant find any reason for myself to be happy. just tired of everything. living for the sake of living. is just me & myself who bother. parents often say the problem is not about you falling down is about how you learn to get up by yourself. but sometimes we just need someone there to help us stand up isn't it. we just don't even have the strength & courage to stand. im not afraid to leave this world,the only thing im afraid is you leaving my world. i often ask myself why must i still live on when no one bother & when im struggling to live every single day. how nice will it be if i just die in my sleep. so that i don't have to face this world the next day i woke up. i don't need to be afraid of you leaving me,ending up hugging others. don't need to think whether you still need me,miss me,love me.