hiiiiiiiii...

its been so long since i last blog, i guess all my readers is running away :'(

im really busy over work.

no time to even watch my dramas.

life is so lifeless since i started working. 

there's alot of time that i really wanted to just quit.

and find a job that is just enough for me to spend.

why are we working just for the sake of living?

recently i also had a big arguement with my mom,its the second week since i last talk to her.

but surprisingly im quite numb with it.

since young,i never once tell her about my problem.

because she will never understand me.

so i've been really independent since i learn how to earn money myself.

i always knew that im the only person in this world who understand me.

people might say that family is important.

there's no parents in this world that don't love their kids.

i doubt so.

never once she showed me that she loves me.

never once she cares for me.

never once she put herself in my shoe and think for me.

even when she say super harsh things to me,she still thinks that i deserve it.

she always wonder why the hell she give birth to me.

is it fair for me?

did i choose to be born in this family when all she care is my younger brother?

signing off

wendyiscrazy